...and shattered it into a thousand pieces.
So...
...it seems BLOOD are disbanding next year TT^TT
....it's horribly depressing, and leaves me rather amazingly heartbroken

they're releasing one more album at the end of January, and touring america.... and that's all that's been said. Final album, final tour ;o;
...I want them to come back here so much. Hear that Kiwamu, COME BACK TO AUSTRALIA, WE WANT YOU. And bring Kaede, dammit ._. *wants so much*
Ever since the concert in june I've been wanting, desperately, too see them again (or just to see Kaede at all......) and now it's looking like I'll
never get the chance ;3; I'd do anything to see them if they ever came back, omfg.
So yeah, totally ruined my day ¬.¬;;; I just want to cry, now. I think it hurts more coz I kinda sorta saw it coming, a little, but I didn't want to think about it.
And what's more, seems like Fu-ki and Kaede are gonna retire from music after..... and this saddens me greatly. Sure Kiwamu will still be around, coz of GPKISM, and Ryo does his own thing (his songs are quite good, actually) but... Kaede ;3; and Fu-ki, that amazing
body voice... it's depressing. Epically so.
...in completely random and un-related other news, I got a ticket to see Delta a couple of weeks ago.... a ticket to see her in WOLLONGONG. Why yes, I don't even have to go to Sydney, ahaha. It's pretty amazing. I could have had a seat in the
front row but... I'm not really that hardcore of a fan |D;;; The one I do have is still pretty close though, on some of the raised seating on the side... aisle seat (booyah, no climbing over people for me!). Should be good

The actual day isn't til sometime in january though :3
.......gah, I'm so damn depressed over BLOOD, though. Kiwamu, you could at least explain yourself and the reason WHY alnxljsndcljdnv. *sigh* I just hope that they announce more of their tour, that the few days in america isn't all of it, coz that would be
really depressing. People in Europe and down here love them too, and I know Kiwamu knows that ¬.¬ especially for Australia....
And on top of that, Yoshiki wrote a blog for the first time since... march? And I thought it would be a good thing, since yesterday was his birthday and all. But, it was kinda angsty, melancholy.... depressing, not to mention entirely in FRENCH (why a japanese guy living in america was writing in french... I don't know. Except, he was apologising to the fans in paris coz X japan's show got postponed (again) until next year...) so I had to break out babelfish (so to speak... I actually used google xD). Might have been nicer to remain oblivious, since he seems to be back in a hating himself stage... which makes me sad since he seemed actually happy in recent pictures, but... who knows. I just wish he'd look after himself *sigh*
bah. I'm going to go play some zOMG or watch some random DaizyStripper comment I downloaded (god those boys are dorks, and it's refreshing after a day like this) in an attempt to bring my mood up.
Oh, I may put some art up over the coming weeks... coz I may or may not end up drawing fanart to try and make myself feel a little better about BLOOD. It's a big maybe though... class starts 1 Dec... I'm kinda looking forward to the distraction now.
じゃ。
PS: the title of this journal is the name of an instrumental BLOOD song, off their album "The Reaper Behind Me"... seemed vaguely appropriate, in a strange twisted corner of my mind ._.
...it's also the name of the picture of Kaede I drew ^^